Nick used to be my favorite date at London escorts. After we had been dating for a couple of months, I realised that I had genuine feelings for him. Nick was about 28 years older than me, but we did get on very well. When we met, I was about to leave London escorts and do something else, and I did end up leaving London escorts to be with Nick. We spent some time traveling together but when we returned home, Nick died suddenly. I realised that I had lost my soul mate.
A couple of months went by, and no matter what my London escorts friends did, they could not cheer me up. They were all encouraging me to come back to London escorts, but I was not in a mood for that Although Nick had left me some money, basically a large bundle of cash, I did not feel like going away or having fun. I spent the day in front of the computer just endlessly trawling through the Internet trying to figure out what I wanted to do with my time.
One day, I came across an interview with Celine Dion. She talked about what she did after her husband had died, and I realised that I was pretty much in the same boat as she had been a few years ago. Of course, her glittering Las Vegas showbiz career is totally different from my London escorts career, but there are similarities. We were both involved in relationships with older men. She had loved her Renee and I had loved my Nick. Listening to her, it was clear that going back to work was one of the best remedies. Should I go back to working for London escorts?
I thought long and hard if I should go back to London escorts, but I decided that escorting was not for me anymore. Instead, I ended up finding a job locally. The other thing that Celine Dion said that it was important to find a new interest. I realised that I needed something new and fresh in my life, so I took up horse riding. I loved it and being around horses really took my mind off the negative things which were still floating around in my head.
Today, I am still really good friends with the girls I used to work with at London escorts, but as far as work goes, I have found a new passion. I have started to work in a large show garden, and when I am not there, I am spending my time horse riding. My lifestyle covers all of my expenses, and more than anything, I am happy. Listening to what Celine said, I realised that she was right. You really can reinvent yourself and start to live life again. Just like Celine, I am not ready for love yet, but one day, I hope that I will find someone who is as special as Nick was to me.
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